Thinking About Throwing In the Towel

Well, the past few years have been heaps of disappointment. I have tried to roll with the punches, and rebound from failure to failure, but it has slowly dawned on me that it has nothing to do with what you know, or what you can do, or how you do it. It only matters who you know. And, evidently, I don't know the right people. So, I am going to have to accept my situation, and hope that I don't lose too much more. I sometimes think that the best thing would be to eat a bullet. Yum.