Sunday-ness

Wow. Just enjoying this Sunday - pretty much my last Sunday, State-side, for quite a while. I didn't think I would have this opportunity, so I have spent it constructively: reading, washing an immense load of laundry and writing. Not much happening, and not much to do, but it is nice, nonetheless. I got some text messages from some friends who have already gone forward - lots of sand and dust; not a lot of happy folks, but they are safe and that is what counts. I feel guilty being here. I get to sleep in a nice bed, and I have a shower. My friends do not have those things. I know it sounds stupid, but I will feel better when I am sharing the hardships with everyone - honestly, I do not belong here (I am in limbo). As soon as I get forward, I will have a purpose, and I will feel like I am contributing to something.